IV of Swords
Thoughts war with thoughts. Well, maybe not war as much as dance. They swirl around here and there without ease. Thoughts of home with happiness turmoiled. Kids, Schools, Teachers, Doctors, Social Workers, Art, Spirituality, gods, men, politics, philosophy, aliens, 2012, Math, Clients Art? Art all orbit and combine with reckless abandon. Research on the tree hanging from its branches locating gods so that I can locate myself? HUH? How many angels can dance on the head of a sephiroth? All depends on which one and what order of angels? How did that angel get into my pyjamas, I’ll never know yet I will survive. Other places fun is had and ale is drinken, here there is garbage that needs removing and decisions that need making on how best to handle kids, work and housecleaning.
STOP!
I need to stop my mind, to rest, to slow it down. Order can be put to chaos and yet the thoughts resist. Meditation not medication can win me surcease or a few moments peace. Contemplate Infin-naught. Tho, there is that in me which loves the potential of a cluttered mine for who knows when two discrete things will come into alignment and show me something new. Without that, with a mind newly organized, with each idea put into it “proper” place, do I face stagnation?
Still a respite, a chance to go within-to find peace and therefore become a happy medium.
IV of Swords Rider-Waite deck
Chesed in Air
Astrological |
♃ in ♎ |
Jupiter in Libra |
I Ching | ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ ____ _________ |
24 Fu “Return”
(The Turning Point) |