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Random Poetic Ramblings… and some non-attributed quotes

What does it mean to be open to the miraculous?

its strange, how one day you can want to understand everything and then something clicks and you realize that you will understand when it is time
which doesn’t mean don’t open yourself to learning

it just means lose attachment at needing to know until you realize that you already do.

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Finding the spot
not marked by an x
all kinds of emotions flowing through
clearing, cheering,

music that reaches for my pen and starts my heart to writing
ideas unnoticed yet wanting to be heard
soul’s echo in song
and expresses in colour

what words can i give that will help the click
i will take a hand in my own salvation
and set my sights on home

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funny, how few concrete ideas come by
just whispers suggestions from life’s underside

feelings of heaviness…thoughts…still the joy is there yet clouds cover
learning more and more how much i have yet to learn

Can one be in a corrupt society and still evolve?

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my being wanders down the corridors of certainty
finding nothing to keep it here
yet finding myself wistful
I see so many here who have made their home
Where i have questions, they KNOW
where my path meanders all over the place
a bit here, a bit there
they seem to have a vector course that races ahead
I know the destination’s the same
and yet…
my path remains a wandering one
one where I learn from all
giving what i can and accepting what is given
and when I lose my way
when I believe I lose my way (smiles)
its just shadows i cast obscuring
the path is still there
sticking closer than Peter Pan’s shadow
with much less need of needle and thread…
and as much as i kid myself
tell myself that little lie
until i half believe it
I do know

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Unattributed quotes (mainly because I don’t know who said them) (Thanks to Shivaji and Bedouin)

“any particular state remains as long as one feeds it, as soon as one ceases to feed it it will then cease to be what one experiences to be ones own reality. It doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist, it just doesn’t exist for you ”

“if we are too afraid to face the facts of the world we live in then we shall not transform ourselves while being a part of it”

‎”People were created to be loved. Things were created to be used. The reason why the world is in chaos, is because things are being loved, and people are being used.”

Pieces of the Puzzle- Fragments, Partial Poems and Questions…. or Enlighten Up People =)

Some snippets tonight, conversations and contemplations, blue sky and cloudy…perhaps pieces of the puzzle, something may be found here that will click into place revealing a huge chunk of the big picture … or perhaps just part of a tree in a forest… Indeed perhaps its coloured sand in a kaleidoscope that will keep shifting into new patterns. That seems to be the way that my mind has worked ofttimes before….Lately tho, things have felt clearer… I seem to be finding my answer and my path. I refer to it as waking up tho at times at best I seem to be rousing , the metaphorical cup of coffee that restores full wakefulness still a ways away..
Perhaps waking up happens by degrees for some of us, a bit at a time with stops and starts and sudden drifting off again….or maybe answer does build on answer, the big picture, more and more in focus and understanding…

No end of teachers
no end of wisdom
the best are the ones who point within
i’m writing down lines
feeling so fine…
working it out

younger in years
yet older in expression
are teaching me to raise myself
raze myself and fix my sights
waking me
and showing me a mirror
it’s clearer
the dreamer is waking
and this time no snooze button in sight

images felt not reasoned
they vibrate and heal within
light shining enlivening being
I see one here

The Law of One…Every being exists as a manifestation of one greater multi-dimensional consciousness..Nothing exists that is not a divine manifestation…

taking off yet feeling the tethers of my past still pushing past
knowing i have already left
no longer bereft heading for my home in the stars
fueled by the love of the One for all the One that’s travelling
i fly upon my spirit heart’s wings

How do you explain colour to someone who insists there is only black & white?
Knowing that there is colour, how do you open yourself up to perceive them?
How do you draw a map to a place that he can’t admit exists.
I heard the song of angels but

I have been up there but time is not linear so occasionally we interact out of chronsync with each other. My future can interact with his or her past and. Present or vice versa. What is most necessary for either the planet’s growth or our growth

So much of my irritation comes from guilt or resentment. How can I look at it before I manifest it.

I am so loved and feel that love for others. Being still in the contemplation of loved ones and feeling that love is healing for all

Come from that place of love.
My 5d 6d self is with me always

Sharing of yourself is sacred sharing. The more you share, the more remains…

The way to see colours mentioned by friends:
a) one colour at a time
b) Using the imagination- behave as if the colours are real “before you actually see them”
c) hanging out with people who see the colours
d) having the willingness to open oneself to the experience
To those I would add-finding and increasing the connection to one’s source… The source that I am a manifestation of…

“Oh no, Gary’s off again” Well maybe or maybe lots of things I know have been coming together definitely in new ways…
and as always I hold in mind “Everything in this book may be wrong”
It is not possible in our three dimensional physical bodies to be able to fully apprehend the universe….so every statement of belief immediately becomes if not wrong, only a partial understanding…
tho there seems to be a built in assumption there that we are limited to three dimensions? Are we? Scientists haven’t believed that one in years….So then how many dimensions does it take until we can apprehend truth? How many do we have? 😉 At the level that we do, does the map become the territory as that divine manifestation within us becomes one with source?
I love exploring these questions. I have my entire life. Have found some of the most interesting answers…and perhaps have learned a thing or two along the way. Lately I have felt love and joy…more often than not which has been fairly incredible..Love for my fellow manifestations of source and joy at feeling my own connection
Oh some of the rougher emotional weather also. I still snap at people when i get tired and frustrated…still can feel sad or anger but I have described and felt emotions as internal weather patterns for awhile now…I accept that they will come through… I watch them pass and feel what i feel and I seek to understand the cause..
Anyway the hour grows late and I have subjected you to enough ramblings…
I do love you all. Namaste, En L’Kesh…